Steady. Confident. Focused.

During combat operations in Kuwait just prior to the invasion into Iraq, I told a very large group of senior officers and NCOs, “Look here, everyone. If you can’t see me, I can’t see you.” Famous last words uttered by an eager public affairs NCO getting ready to snap a picture for the history books. That’s what you belt out when you need a large group of people to look at your camera lens. Moments later, with a sinking heart the blurry photo starred back at me from the screen. Delivering the message to the boss was going to be painful. It was painful, indeed. Although, one can imagine that anyone deployed may be a little jittery at times, the enemy this time was an evil florescent glow, and its twin… low lighting. You win some and you lose some.
 
In James 1:12 the phrase that sticks out at first is, “when he stood the test …” A guarantee that there will be trials big and small in life. Your challenge may last a moment, or a month. No matter how strong and focused you believe you are, there are always tests that await. The vets of WWII who fought in Italy fought and forced equipment over the peaks as they clawed their way toward Rome. After each peak they looked up to see that there was always one more. Your roads will tire and stretch you to the limit. Still, we learn in James that blessings await as well, but not to those who simply live the life of Riley and not just to those who just lay low. But, to those who… first persevere the tests and always love the Lord. In the midst of your trials, it is sometimes difficult to feel things will get better. When viewed through human eyes, life may seem out of focus.
 
When it comes to focusing my lens, I’ve matured. I’ve gained experience and skill. When I think about the focus in my life, I’ve matured. I’ve gained experience and skill. I think of tough times, and I’m now awed by the blessings that grew from it, because in the midst of the ’blur’ I could not imagine how anything could possibly work out. And yet, it’s because of God that things do work out in the most amazing ways.
 
Years passed since my blurry day in that distant place. Today, with the aperture set, I’ve snapped the perfect picture: the background a bit blurry and the most beautiful cheery blossom in focus. It’s amazing what can come out with a little blur and a little focus.

By Erika Ruthman (Eric helped a little too…)