Ask, already!

My prayer life has improved greatly over the past year, but honestly, prayer has always been the most difficult aspect of my Christian walk. An issue may have been weighing heavily on my heart, but I was always reticent to bring it to the Lord.

I knew my reasoning was faulty, but to me, it just seemed so selfish to make a request of a Heavenly Father who had given me so much and blessed me so richly. I did understand that a God who would give His only Son to die for my sins would give me anything else I asked of Him, so why it was so difficult for me to let my requests be made known unto God? I wanted a better prayer life, but didn’t know how to go about making it my reality.

So while reading my Bible one night, I came across Phillippians 4:6-7.

I craved that peace which passeth all understanding in all matters, and so wanted my heart and mind kept through Christ Jesus. After reading that passage, the Holy Spirit spoke to me, repeating the words “in every thing” and “with thanksgiving.” Now, I knew I needed help with coming to Him “in every thing” but I didn’t know I needed help with the “thanksgiving” part.

So I started being more grateful, going as far as to look for things for which to praise and thank Jesus. I started thanking Him for five things before I even got out of bed. My gratitude expanded, and I found that the more I thanked Him for everything He’s already done, the easier it became to bring my most pressing issues to the throne. Constant praise for all the things the Lord has already blessed me with served to strengthen my faith. And stronger faith made it easier to let my requests be made known unto God.

Granted, I’m still not totally comfortable with the Cumberland practice of praying out loud in front of everyone present, but I’ve gotten a lot better at bringing my most troubling issues to the Lord in prayer. And the peace I’ve gained in doing so passes all understanding.