You are loved. You are free. You are forgiven.

For many years our kids have been a part of an Easter musical in Indiana called THE PROMISE. Michael played baby Jesus in his first year of life and the girls have all been townspeople and angels. For 2 of our years here in Georgia I have driven the girls back to Indiana so they could still be a part of this production. I love how being a part of THE PROMISE has etched so many scenes of Jesus’ life in my and the kids’ minds.

This “scene” of Peter denying Jesus is one that stands out to me every year. Throughout the production, Peter is portrayed as being joyful, passionate and sold out for Jesus. He seems the least likely to deny him, yet he does. When faced with the question, “You! You were with him,” Peter quickly denies it. Peter seems angry and afraid that the servant girl would point him out. He goes on to deny being with Jesus 2 more times.

The rest of the story unfolds and Jesus is crucified and buried. I wonder what Peter thinks at this point. Does he think he made the right decision by not owning up to being with Jesus for fear of suffering the same death? Does Peter greatly regret the denial of his dear friend whom he believed to be the Messiah? Does he struggle with sleep robbing guilt?

As we fast forward in THE PROMISE, we come to the last scene where Jesus has resurrected and is now appearing to some of his followers. It’s a scene of great joy and celebration. We see Peter hanging back with fear and doubt in his eyes. He’s doubting if Jesus wants to see him. He’s doubting if he will be forgiven. He’s thinking he’s crossed the line, screwed up too much. (How many times have you felt like this?) Then you see Jesus and Peter lock eyes. There is love and forgiveness in Jesus’ eyes. He runs to Peter and they lock in a hug. At that moment I think Peter understands why Jesus died. He became the perfect and final sacrifice to wipe away our sins. Even sins we think are too big. This isn’t true just for Peter, but also for me and you. To all of us Jesus says: You are loved. You are free. You are forgiven.