Who Am I?

Most of the times when I read a passage of scripture, I place myself in the position of the protagonist. For example, with David and Goliath… I’m David. It’s rare that I read verses and think I’m the antagonist, or in the example given, Goliath.

Where would I place myself in this intriguing passage of scripture? Am I the blind guy who gets near to Jesus? There was nothing within his own power that brought him near to Jesus (which seems to go against James 4:8). It seems as if the planets aligned and then suddenly Jesus is close. No matter how this happened, this bind beggar goes against all religious and social protocol and begs for Jesus. Here’s a guy thirsty for a touch of God in his life.

When do I see Jesus coming near in my circumstance? When was the last time I was so thirsty for a touch of Jesus, I verbally cried out … without regard to who was listening or what people thought? Hmmm…

On the other hand, would I place myself as the antagonist in these few verses? Has my religious box actually hindered people from seeing Jesus? Am I a part of “those who lead the way,” but somehow manage to keep people at arms length from a touch of the Savior? Am I more concerned about my own ideas of protocol than I am proclamation of Jesus?

Lord, forgive me when I get in the way of someone you are coming near to. Jesus, help me to say “congratulations” to someone who is blind but desperately wants to see. The Kingdom of God is so very close.

May I cry out for mercy, Jesus. I want renewed sight, vision, and insight. I want you.