So I Think I Have It All figured Out…

Being in the financial services industry, this verse really resonated with me. The general consensus about a “tax collector” in those days, or a “Madoff type” in today’s society is that they are “less than,” evil, sinners, well you get the drift. They are not as good as the “church folks.” I know I personally see how money equates with power and prestige, when in reality it’s only God’s love that really maters.

What this verse said to me is that God reveres a humble, and truthful, heart and spirit. In my own life I have struggled with the fact that I have always been responsible and have planned ahead while other family members have done the opposite and made choices that were detrimental, to the extent that I have had to step in and provide emotional and financial support time and time again. It makes me angry. But then, this verse reminded me that God loves a broken spirit just as much as a connected spirit. While I think I have it all together, like the Pharisee, God reminds me that all He desires is a humble heart who confesses their sins and asks for His forgiveness.