Knowing Isn’t Enough

Paul is praying a prayer for the Ephesian followers that is so audacious, so aspirational, so beyond my current experience that I can only join Paul in the hope of God answering this prayer. He prays that, by the power of the Spirit, they would be “filled to the measure of all the fullness of God”. I don’t know, but I’m guessing that that’s pretty full. I’m guessing that when I get filled up that full, the desert will be washed away flood of love and power.

But the part that gripped me most in this verse was where he asked that we might “know this love that surpasses knowledge”. Paul is talking about an experience of knowing. He is NOT talking about stuffing our heads with another factoid about God.

So how much of my daily experience of God is based on merely factoid stuffing and unstuffing as opposed to a genuine living experience of God and his love? An experience of love that transcends mere knowledge? I know myself well enough to know that I gravitate to knowledge stuffing. It seems to be easier. It requires less of me. It allows me to protect my heart of stone and ignor my heart of flesh. I’m safe there. Hidden. Hidden in the dark. Lonely. This is not the experience of life, love and God that God intends for me and you. And, though it’s a bit of a mind-bender, God prompted Paul to pray this prayer to God so that God could show us what God himself prays for us.

I have to conclude that God’s desire is to answer this prayer. And amazingly, there is not one item in this prayer from verse 14 to 21 that I could call a task – something I need to do to earn this. But I do see word “power” repeated over and over again. The power of, through, and in accordance with God’s Spirit. Power to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine. This is more than I can hold in my head. But that’s the point isn’t it.